Derlanders

while towers of unfinished works both protect me from completing a failure and finding out what I can or can't do, they also allow me to reconstruct large parts of my little funny life. I may not find resolve enough to get completely rid of them, sharing them away might ease their drag.

Finally started. As I'm getting older without becoming a "Real Artist" all of a sudden and thoughts of how I failed show up more frequently, it's definitely about time. There is no start - either you move or you don't, right? Most of the time, I just had nothing to tell. Losing myself in technique without enough motivation to actually learn it or enough courage to really evolve did just not do the trick. All the time I was trying to find The Idea and implementing it into eternal glory without fear of rejection, which I now, very late know, is impossible.